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Cardio Anger

I am typically a peaceful, calm individual. Recently I have noticed after working-out at the gym I become full of rage. Blind maddening rage. This has nothing to do with the atmosphere at the gym, which is fine, or the deplorable condition into which I have allowed my body to lapse over the years. I am using no steroids. It is a very raw anger. A road-rage type anger. Someone who parked their car poorly will make me want to smash my fists through my own windshield. It is like this for hours afterward.
Being very angry is strange and unnerving to me. It is frightening to know there are people who walk around most of their lives feeling this way for no good reason.

1:39 p.m. - 2012-07-06

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