bridgecity's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- special re-post Perusing thru diaryland. this is one of the best one's I've read tonight. A special mothers day diary entry brought to you by smokin8balll. LAuGh noW CRy LAteR May 09, 2010 - Sunday Itz Motherz Day. So of course tha bitch had 2 make me feel like SHIT! She really is good at dat shit u know it? I think she be practicing that shit. Tryna figure out how many wayz she can put me down and insult me... And she don't know SHIT ABOUT ME! I mean, I realize she gave birth to me and all that... And she lived with me for 18 yearz... and then off and on for the next 9 yearz after that. But she does NOT know, everything I've seen, everything I've done, everything I've experienced... and she could NEVER understand why I am the way I am. Shit homie, i barely understand why I am the way I am. How could she POSSIBLY have a fuccin clue!!! But no, she wanna diss me for how I look, how i dress, how I act, how I respond to situations, how i feel about certain thingz... who the fucc is she 2 judge me! I mean, i know she's my Mom but it ain't her place 2 judge me now. I think I'm doin real good considering I only been out the pen 3 1/2 months. I'm working a legit job, ain't touchin dope, ain't doin nothin... But no, she still wanna constatnly hound me about tha petty shit like how I dress! What da fucc bitch? Anyway, despite her really really gettin 2 me this morning, I still went 2 church with her and took her & my step dad out 2 eat Mexican food at this cheap mexican place that has a $5 lunch menu. And since I waz paying i just ordered a $1.99 enchalata off the Ala Carte menue, so the total waz only like $14. For desert Mom wanted fried ice cream which luckily waz free 4 Mother's Day. And she shared it with me which waz cool cuz I'd never had it, & crazy enough TRYING FRIED ICE CREAM was actually on my list of thingz I wanna do before I die---right up their with KILL SOMEBODY, (which i actually X-ed off my list while I waz n prison after deciding doin life n there didn't really appeal 2 me that much). LOL! I tell myself LAUGH NOW CRY LATER... ANd later never comes cuz I never cry. So when I'm mad, just laugh. When I'm hurt, just laugh. When I'm depressed, just laugh. When I'm confused, just laugh. When I look like a fool, just laugh. When everybody be starin, just laugh. And if laughin don't work, then just put on a cold hard glare & look as mean as possible & that'll get u through too! Just what ever u do, don't let anybody have the pleasure of seein u in pain... 1:03 a.m. - 2010-05-12 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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