bridgecity's Diaryland Diary

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artificially

I've come to the conclusion that xanax makes me feel real. The way I should feel all the time. Not even the way I WANT to feel all the time. just real.
My fears wash away and my sex-drive goes away and I can sit and listen to music and read without the constant anxiousness that psychologically dominates me. My focus returns and my body relaxes and I am able to enjoy every moment. artificially.

6:30 p.m. - 2008-07-24

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