bridgecity's Diaryland Diary

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post death priori

I recently recalled a time in my life when i could've sworn i would die any minute. i made various wills and testaments and vows to god and whatnot. i prayed a lot and would throw away my pipes and pornography so my parents wouldn't find it after i died. really this period fully ended only about 3 or 4 years ago.
I think about death a lot since getting my new job. having dementia must be a total bitch. alzhiemers and what-all. it must be like being a wild animal in some way, only you can't act on your fear instincts because your body is so worn out. it's funny waiting for people to die who are so fucking old. like "why did you get so old".

7:50 p.m. - 2006-12-19

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